ohHEEY! :)

l o v e ♥ (Tuesday, September 15, 2009!)

i think i like you , buut i dont know if i do . its kinda coonfusing ,
caause one thing i dont want is to know that you areent into me
in that kind of waay , like i dont really like rejeection , i neever
geet it . but i gueeess if you ddoont feeel into me, i gottaa deeal
with it caaause lifes not suppose to be peeerfect for me yknoow?
idk , lets see how things goo , i meeean we still gottaa actually
meeet each other before yoou throw it all out there, idk , i dont
waant it to be another oribs thing caause i neever met this guy ,
but he sweeet taalked me, i ended up falling for me , aand blah
blah blah the stooory could go on and on .. but end of story :
it didnt go the waaay that he waanted , player getting played
@ his own gaame .. wait so whats the point of me bringing up
oribs ? ooh yeah , uuh i dont wanna not meet you & end up falling
for you cause i dont neeed another ree-play . lol but lets see
how it goeees . honestly i hope you dont reead this caause
thatll maake things ackwwaard-ish ., but then maaybe ..

nevermind , i should shutup and go to bed!

you'res truly,
AH-LYS-SA ♥

ALYVEY %

well heeeello there , so my name is alyssa, i'm pretty conteeeent w/ my life . i'm cuurrently goooing ot highschoool ! it pretty much sucks if ya gotta learn things that i 'think' i won't neeed in the future, lol . so hm what else? ohvyea, so i'm currently in a relationship & i'm pretty happy w/ it & how its going , JM101509 don't forget ! cause yknow i might forget the daate , and well it won't go well with me yknow ? aha, joking, i'll never forget the date ( atleast for now ) caaaause the guy i'm dating is pretty aamazing , he's sweeet, makes me laugh and i can pretty much open up w/ him . he's my bestfriend, so im proud to say that hes my boyfriend, althooough dating him meant trouble. aha if yknow what i mean , nothing dirty btw, just things changed, friendships changed . so enough about boyfriends, i'm pretty shy & not outspoken , and i tend to avoid drama , sooo yeah , pretty much narrows down the fact that im shy & i won't approoach you unlesss idk , we're close or whatever . lol . but yeah what else can i say ? i'm more into close friendships & well i'm a happpy person . so yeah i think im gonna stop rambling on cause i dont know what to say, so bye ♥